To Do.
September 19, 2008
TO DO
[X_] dye hair
[_] develop & frame highschool pics
[_] learn after effects
[_] learn flash
[_] go to dentist
[_] get a damn job, u lazy asshole
CREATIVE
[_] finish chibifriends
[_] finish CG
[_] make a dress
[_] write article
[_] portfolio layout
[X_] finish LOVX
02:47 AM | stickied post | 4 commented
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November 28, 2008
i hate it when i feel like this. fuck this shit, i need to breathe.
Now even though I try to play it off
I'm thinkin about you all day long
And I can't wait stop myself from watching you
From your lips and back up to your eyes
My hands in your hair when we grind
I'm fantasizin bout what I'm gon' do with you
Got me feigning for his love can't lie
Damn you should see how he got me
Spendin all this time with him
And I couldn't leave him if I wanted to
His looks makes me start to drool
Tell me what a girl is to do
Cuz I can't breathe when you talk to me
I can't breathe when you're touchin me
I suffocate when you're away from me
So much love you take from me
I'm going outta my mind
I can't breathe when you talk to me
I can't breathe when you're touchin me
I suffocate when you're away from me
So much love you take from me
I'm going outta my mind
Whenever we up in this bed
And my fingers fall on your chest
I wonder if you feel me watchin you
Cuz I can't go a night without your lovin
Got me lookin at this phone
Every time it rings I hope it's you
You got my bracin for your love and I've
Fallen for you I can't lie
I just wanna be with you
And, Yes, he got me there I said it
Somebody call the paramedics
Tell em to hurry up and come through
Cuz I can't breathe when you talk to me (can't breathe)
I can't breathe when you're touchin me (when you touchin me)
I suffocate when you're away from me
So much love you take from me
I'm going outta my mind (I'm going outta my mind)
I can't breathe when you talk to me
I can't breathe when you're touchin me
I suffocate when you're away from me
So much love you take from me
I'm going outta my mind
Don't ever leave me here
I need you inside my world
I can't go a day without you
And see nobody else will ever do
I'll never feel like I feel with you
Cuz I can't breathe when you talk to me
I can't breathe when you're touchin me (when you touchin me)
I suffocate when you're away from me
So much love you take from me
I'm going outta my mind (I'm going outta my mind)
I can't breathe when you talk to me (oh when you talk to me)
I can't breathe when you're touchin me (I can't breathe when you touchin me)
I suffocate when you're away from me
So much love you take from me
I'm going outta my mind (I'm going outta my mind, ohh)
Oh no no I can't breathe
Oh no no I can't breathe (I can't breathe)
Oh no no I can't breathe oh no
02:25 AM | comment
"I" Language.
November 24, 2008
The last week of first semester is approaching, and yet I'm still pretty disoriented and unmotivated to do any school work whatsoever. Bad habits I guess. Although I can't blame everything on habits. Which reminds me, I should really shed some of them. It's not helping me one bit. I recently got back the results of my personality test from Optimax. Quite insightful, yet unsurprising. I've always knew that I would not fit in well in the business category, and I always knew that I'm more of a creative person who only gets things done when left alone. Or not. And I always knew that I was emotionally unstable. Actually, the latter I found out through experiences within the past year. So the whole analysis was as expected. So the question is, what are my weak points and what should I improve on? Timeliness? Procrastination? Emotional stableness? For sure I have a personality disorder of some sort. And I am kinda egocentric. I've used the word "I" about 16 times in this post already. Ok, time to write in the perspective of the third person to avoid such a selfish word.
Lately, Emmy's level of uncertainty pertaining to some personal matters have decreased. As well as her focusing more on TV bloodsucker shows than her actual school work. She needs to grow tha fuck up and realize that she's got to start planning her future and not just live day-by-day. Yet at this very moment, she's filling up time by writing in this blog while waiting for episode 12 of True Blood to load. Class at 8am tomorrow! She doesn't really care, Emmy haven't been to that ITM class since the midterm. And right now, Emmy misses her boyfriend. There's confusion in her head though. Even though nothing is "wrong" she is a pessimist and always speculates and prepares for the worst. How about we refill that half empty glass? Vodka please, she doesn't like wine.
03:46 AM | comment
Exam Schedule.
November 22, 2008
[04] MGT - 9AM @ GYM
[11] GEO - 12 @ METRO
[11] MHR - 3PM @ METRO
[12] ITM - 8AM @ 2154
02:56 AM | comment
Bite Me..
November 18, 2008
Since the dawning era of Buffy, the vampires seemed to have gone hiding. Yes, there was Vampire High, a lustful show about teen vampires, but the plot for that sucked. And now there's HBO's True Blood. I've heard the hype and I've spent the last two days watching the 11 episodes available online. I haven't read the books on which it is based on (Southern Vampires), but it's a pretty good show, even though it's set in a redneck town. I hate the southern accent, but I've gotten used to it. My only dislike about the show was Sookie's giant gap between her teeth, and the fact that the leading vampire isn't as much an eye candy as Spike was. But still, it's a pretty sexy romantic thriller. Watch out ladies, the fangs have come out to play. 
11:50 PM | comment
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